Cha....Cha....

Lyrics from a Linkin park song taken out of context and applied to my life sadly fit very well at the moment...

"I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware"

Ya, i don't know what else to say.